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I finished all my library books the first weekend of our latest lockdown and was forced to trawl my bookshelves at home for things to read. Since the same thing happened during last year's lockdown, I found there wasn't much there I hadn't read recently.
Then I came upon this book and decided to give it a whirl.
Basically it is a family saga spanning twenty-years in the McCarthy family. But at the same time it's a mystery and a thoughtful examination of Canada's part in the Cold War.
The McCarthys are an Air Force family. The book opens as they are driving to the Air Force base in the middle of nowhere that will be their new home after their most recent posting in Germany. Father, Jack, is excited to be returning to Centralia where he did his training. He has happy memories of the base, despite it being the site of the plane crash that scuppered his flying career just as the War was ramping up.
The living quarters at Centralia create a picture-perfect suburbia. There is ample space for the kids to play, but they are rarely out of sight from one or more attentive mother. It doesn't take long for Madeline, the younger of the McCarthy's two children, to make friends within the community.
Wife, Mimi, beautiful, exotic and still very much in love with her husband, Jack, is so used to re-settling, it takes no time at all to get the house looking and feeling like a home. She quickly befriends the other wives and is easily accepted into their social groups.
Jack has a little more trouble settling in. He has things on his mind. Secret things. He has been asked by an old acquaintance to be part of a top secret mission. Initially, it doesn't seem hard, but as the demands on him become greater, he finds himself in the difficult position of having to lie to his wife to protect his secrets.
And when a local girl, a girl in his beloved Madeline's class, is murdered, he finds himself in a position where his loyalties are torn. Unable to reconcile the secret with the public and his own role in the events spiraling out of control, he gives his daughter advice that will echo through the next twenty years of their lives.
I loved this book. The Cold War setting gave even the most idyllic moments a sense of disquiet and unease. Madeline is a very real child, dealing with questions and moral ambiguity beyond her ability to understand. The supporting characters are also really well drawn, particularly the slightly odd German neighbors who Jack quickly befriends.
It is a long book, and I feel like there are definitely parts that could have been edited down, or cut out, but it is very enjoyable and will keep you guessing right until the very last pages.
Definitely recommended!
But don't just listen to me. Here's the blurb:
The optimism of the early sixties, infused with the excitement of the space race and the menace of the Cold War, is filtered through the rich imagination of high-spirited, eight-year-old Madeleine, who welcomes her family's posting to a quiet Air Force base near the Canadian border. Secure in the love of her beautiful mother, she is unaware that her father, Jack, is caught up in a web of secrets. When a very local murder intersects with global forces, Jack must decide where his loyalties lie, and Madeleine will be forced to learn a lesson about the ambiguity of human morality -- one she will only begin to understand when she carries her quest for the truth, and the killer, into adulthood twenty years later.I'm afraid I don't really have any goals this week. I haven't thought of any, and since I didn't really fulfill any of last week's, it seems a little pointless to set any for this week.
The gym has re-opened, so I'm very keen to get back into my regular routine there again. I hate to think how low my weights are going to need to be this weekend, after a month or so of not lifting. And just when I'd managed to build up to a decent level again too!
But that's about it for goals. I'm not even going to say I'll write this week because it's pretty clear that I'm not going to write. There's nothing there, as much as I want there to be.
What are your goals this week?

I seem to have picked up a few of T.C. Boyle's books recently, after not having read anything by him for a number of years. Not really on purpose either, just because they looked interesting.
This one is set at Harvard in the 1960s. Fitz is a graduate student, married with a child and a little older than most of the other grad students in his psych class. Yet still young enough to be as much in the thrall of of his charismatic professor as any of the other students.
Tim is experimenting on the cutting edge of psychology, using LSD, a drug first synthesised in Germany during WWII, to explore the possibilities of the human mind. It is a course requirement that all the students partake and Tim hosts regular Saturday night gatherings for his acolytes. Fitz is initially wary, but wants to remain in the course and does not want to be isolated from Tim.
When he and Joanie join their first gathering, the drug blows both their minds. Everything is better, heightened by LSD.
Before long, what began as clinical trials starts spinning out of control. Tim's core group spends a summer away from the university, living and tripping as a new community in Mexico. Lines and loyalties blur as this enlightened community searches for God and the meaning of existence while on increasingly large doses of hallucinogens.
When their lifestyle experiments lead to expulsion from Harvard, they move into an empty rural mansion to continue their search for enlightenment. But as time goes on, financial considerations, loyalties and the shifting group dynamics make what once seemed like paradise into a living hell.
I kind of enjoyed this book, even though all the characters - and there were a lot of them - really irritated me. It felt very real and exactly what I imagine commune living to be like. There is a reason why I don't live on a commune...
Weirdly, it never occurred to me that the Tim in the book was supposed to be Timothy Leary! Guess I should have read the blurb before I started reading. I might have read him differently if I had figured that out. Although I doubt he would have been any less irritating.
If you're interested in the '60s counterculture, this is a good introduction that doesn't gloss over the downsides of living a perpetually high life. I'd recommend it, but with the caveat that the characters are kind of losers and difficult to like.
But don't just listen to me. Here's the blurb:
A provocative new novel from bestselling author T.C. Boyle exploring the first scientific and recreational forays into LSD and its mind-altering possibilitiesHeading into week three in lockdown... The government are making an announcement this afternoon that will likely change the alert levels sometime this week. Fingers crossed we go down to a level where we can leave home again.
The weather has been gorgeous all weekend, if a little windy, so fingers crossed that lasts. If we have to stay home, at least the weather could co-operate and allow us to get out for a walk.
My goals this week are pretty simple. Keep querying. Try to write something, anything, it doesn't matter. I just need to exercise that muscle again before it atrophies completely.
Keep exercising daily to keep myself sane.
What are your goals this week?
