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I picked this up at the library because the title was kind of fairy-tale-like and it intrigued me. But this is no fairy tale!
The book begins with Justin showing up on his sister's doorstep needing a place to stay. She hasn't seen him for several years and is reluctant to let him in. As kids, Willa took care of Justin, protected him from their mother's clear dislike of her son. But after Justin's actions wrecked havoc on her own life, Willa has tried to keep away from him.
But when it becomes clear that Justin has nowhere else to go, Willa lets him stay.
Willa lives a carefully ordered life, working as a nurse and building dioramas re-enacting her childhood trauma in her spare time. She isn't close to anyone except her childhood best friend and likes to keep it that way, even with her boyfriend. But Justin tries to get to know all the people in her life and she's uncomfortable with this. Especially when the strength of their bond is tested as Justin's sobriety wavers.
The books plays out in two timelines: the present where Willa and Justin are adults, struggling to recover from events in the past, and those past events that led to the strain in their relationship.
As a teenager Justin got involved with a slightly older man and convinced himself he was in love because this guy offered him an escape from his home and his mother's disapproval. But when he commits an horrific act of violence, he and Justin go on the run and the repercussions damage Justin and his family forever.
I liked the slow way this book unfolded with little details being dropped in here and there. It took until well into the book to fully understand how damaged Justin really is and even longer to figure out why. And once you understand all these things, Willa's actions early in the book make a lot more sense.
I like a book that takes its time to reveal the truth and this one did that masterfully, keeping things compelling enough that you wanted to keep reading, even when the characters were behaving in truly dreadful ways toward each other.
So I'd recommend this one. It's quite heavy in places, but it's a book about trauma and its effect on people long after the traumatic event so one kind of expects that.
But don't just listen to me. Here's the blurb:
Opening like a fairy tale and ending like a nightmare, this cannonball of a queer coming-of-age novel follows a young man's relationship with a violent older boyfriend—and how he and his sister survive a terrible crimeI didn't get any work done on Guide Us over the weekend. I ended up feeling quite gross for most of the weekend - tired and headachy - so I ended up not doing very much at all.
So this week's goal is to do that work. I think I have about half a chapter to write and then I'm done apart from going back through to make sure my timeline changes are bedded in right. So it really should not be too hard.
And here's something fun I did with a new(ish) book finding site called Shepherd. They asked me for a list of my top reads of the last 12 months. Compare it with what everyone else has been reading during the last year.
What are your goals this week? 
It was the cover that attracted me to this one. And then I read the description and it sounded sufficiently bonkers that I had to read it.
Lillian is kind of aimless, the kind of smart girl who has become trapped by her small town life. In high school she had a shot at getting away, but it was never fulfilled. The only good thing to have come out of her short stint at an exclusive boarding school was her friendship with Madison. Lillian doesn't really think Madison owes her anything, but there is a sense that she took the fall for her friend.
So when Madison calls to ask for Lillian's help, she has nothing holding her back. And she has to admit she's curious about her friend's husband's kids from his first marriage. Surely Madison is pulling her leg. Kids don't spontaneously catch on fire!
Yet these kids do. It doesn't hurt them - they just burst into flame if upset or agitated or otherwise emotionally volatile. Unfortunately furnishings, clothes, buildings etc do not do so well around kids afflicted in this way.
So Lillian finds herself becoming caretaker to these human torches, disturbed children who have just lost their mother and now find themselves living with a father they barely know and have been told terrible things about for years. And with a position in government looming, their father has little time for them.
As the summer stretches on, Lillian finds herself beginning to care deeply for her charges and finds a strength within herself that might just change all their lives forever.
This book was kind of beautiful and sad at the same time. Everything about the world these characters live in seems perfectly normal, except the fact these children burn. Lillian's relationship with the kids as they learn to trust her feels ver real and honest. Raising kids - any kids - can be tedious and frustrating and challenging. Add in the physical danger of caring for kids who can catch fire at a moment's notice and that gets even harder.
Initially too scared to go too far from the house and the pool, Lillian learns to trust the kids the same way they learn to trust her and manages to expand the world in which these kids live.
While basically about the relationships between these children and their caretaker, the book also manages to satirise the very wealthy, politically ambitious through its depiction of Madison and her husband as they do whatever is necessary to ensure the husband's place on Capitol Hill. Regardless what it might do to the kids.
So I'd recommend this one. It's poignant and more than a little silly, but I enjoyed it.
But don't just listen to me. Here's the blurb:
Lillian and Madison were unlikely roommates and yet inseparable friends at their elite boarding school. But then Lillian had to leave the school unexpectedly in the wake of a scandal and they’ve barely spoken since. Until now, when Lillian gets a letter from Madison pleading for her help.
Madison’s twin stepkids are moving in with her family and she wants Lillian to be their caretaker. However, there’s a catch: the twins spontaneously combust when they get agitated, flames igniting from their skin in a startling but beautiful way. Lillian is convinced Madison is pulling her leg, but it’s the truth.I got a bunch of work done on Guide Us over the weekend and I feel like it's almost there. I moved a bunch of chapters around, changing the timeline a bit and I think that works better than the way I had it before. I think I may need to move a couple more too, just to make the timings work.
But then, I think I'm pretty much done. I'll need to do a read through to make sure the changes I've made are bedded in properly and I may need to write a couple of small scenes here and there to make the new timeline fit right, but after that, I think I may actually have finished.
So that's my only goal this week. To actually finish this project once and for all.
What a long journey this has been!
What are your goals this week?
