
It's the end of the week, so it's time to Celebrate the Small things...
What am I celebrating this week?
The website for young adult author Kate Larkindale. A place for her musings on writing, publishing and a day job in the arts sector.

For some reason I seem to have picked up a lot of memoirs lately and this was one of them, loaned to me from a friend. I was interested in it because Canvastown is a place we drive through on our way to Kaiteriteri every year, and I never suspected that it was a hotbed of hippy activity in the 70s.
I wish I could say I enjoyed this book, but I really didn't. I never felt any connection to the narrator or any emotion about anything that happened to her. The book is written in a way that keeps the reader at a remove, telling us about the events of her life rather than drawing us in and showing them.
Some pretty awful things happen to this poor teenager as she moves from place to place, struggling to get an education and to find a place in the world to call her own. Yet I never felt any emotions about any of these events. Unwanted sex with older men is written about in much the same way as painting a caravan. It's all very beautiful and lyrical, but the language doesn't allow the reader in.
The characters in this story are fairly well drawn, but there is a kind of sameness about them. For people who professs to care passionately about changing the world, they seem remarkably selfish, focused solely on their own personal journeys and desires. It seems incredible to me that not one of these people did anything much to ensure these young people living among them were taken care of.
For anyone who has ever imagined hippy life as being free and easy, this book will bring that illusion crashing down. The hippy world described here is one of poverty and hard work. Just getting a cup of tea made in the Manaroan commune is a task that will take most of the morning. Living off the land isn't easy when the land you're living on is unforgiving.
While I didn't particularly enjoy this book, I'm glad I read it. It gave me insight into a world I was only vaguely aware existed in my own country. I just wish the author had given more of herself in this memoir as I think it would have been far more impactful if we'd been allowed more deeply into her thoughts and feelings about the places and events described.
But don't just listen to me. Here's the blurb:
At fourteen Miro Bilbrough falls out with the communist grandmother who has raised her since she was seven, and is sent to live with her father and his rural-hippy friends. It is 1978, Canvastown, New Zealand, and the Floodhouse is a dwelling of pre-industrial gifts and deficiencies set on the banks of the Wakamarina River, which routinely invades its rooms.I don't really have any goals again this week.
I looked at the garage and decided there's no way it's ever going to be enough space in there to fit what I need for my painting. I guess I'm going to need to find a space somewhere else if I'm going to try this. Or go to a class of some sort. When I used to make jewelry, I did a class and then because I was part of the school, I could use the jewelry studio at other times when it wasn't being used.
Or maybe I should stop procrastinating and just write something new.
What are your goals this week?

It's weird trying to write these weekly goal posts when I'm not writing. What kind of goals do people have for their weeks when they're not trying to hit a word count or submit to agents or publishers? Or maybe regular people don't have weekly goals? I just don't know... I've spent the last 15 years or so always working on something and focusing my goals around whatever the next step for that something might be.
I guess one of my goals this week is to actually buy the canvasses and paints I want to experiment with. I don't have anywhere really to do this, so I'm going to try and make some space in the garage where it won't matter too much if I make a bit of a mess. Because I will make a mess. It's inevitable!
And that's about it, really. Seems a little sad, to be honest, but I can't think of anything else I really want to achieve this week.
What are your goals this week?
