Sunday, October 14, 2018

Weekly Goals 15-10-18

As always, my goal is to get some writing done.

As always, I probably won't do it...

Somehow the last few weeks just haven't been conducive to writing. I've done a little tinkering and editing of the beginning of my book, but I haven't found the place where it falls apart yet.  I know there is a place where that happens, but until I get there, I won't be able to fix it.

So I guess I'll keep going until I get there, and then decide what to do next.

And hope all the work I have to do this week doesn't totally tap my writing brain before I get home from work.

What are your goals this week?

Saturday, October 13, 2018

Shine by Chandra Sparks Splond

  

Shine by Chandra Sparks Splond


 Genre: YA 

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Summer can’t come fast enough for seventeen-year-old tomboy Nia Mitchell who is dealing with the fallout of making her most embarrassing mistake ever, all for love. Desperate to put junior year behind her, Nia reluctantly accepts what seems like the opportunity of a lifetime, but is it? As she gets drawn into her new life, Nia fears she’s about to make another huge mistake, this time with the world watching. When her past comes back to haunt her, Nia wonders if it’s possible to turn her biggest mistake into her biggest blessing. Can life teach her that even when you mess up, sometimes the best thing to do is take a deep breath, paste on your biggest smile and find the strength to shine?



About the Author:
Chandra Sparks Splond is a blogger, editor, speaker and award-winning author. Her young adult novel Make It Work was named Alabama’s Great Read 2017, Spin It Like That was chosen as a Popular Paperback for Young Adults by the Young Adult Library Services Association (YALSA), and The Pledge was a YALSA Quick Pick for Reluctant Readers. Black Pearls Magazine honored Splond as a Legends & Leaders for 2017 for her blog, Book of Splond (formerly known as Magic City Momma).

  Read below for an excerpt from the book:
THE PINGING OF MY PHONE nearly jolted me from my chair as I sat hunched over the computer pretending to watch YouTube videos of this new skating move I wanted to learn. I was hoping it would take my mind off everything that had happened the last few days. I glanced at the phone and released a breath, glad it wasn’t another text from Fallon Hargrove or one of her funky friends. 
“Hey, girl,” I said to my best friend Patrina Mitchum, hitting pause on the computer as I propped up my phone for our video chat. 
“Hey,” she said. “What are you doing?” Before I could even respond, she leaned into the screen, peered at me closely then frowned. “Have you been crying?” 
“I was watching YouTube,” I said defensively. 
“Um-huh,” she said. “Seriously, Nia, what’s going on with you? You’ve been acting weird for almost a week.” 
As much as I wanted to tell Trina what was going on, I couldn’t. Even though I didn’t think she would judge me, what I’d done was just too embarrassing. 
“I’ve got a lot on my mind,” I said, pushing up my glasses. 
“Like what?” 
I glanced at my skateboard as my mind raced, trying to think of a reason. “I’m just worried about this job.” I had been hired to teach skateboarding at Railroad Park—the first black girl to ever land one of the coveted positions. 
“You’re still excited about it, right?” she asked. She peered at me again, like she was still trying to figure out what was going. 
“Yeah, but—” 
“But nothing,” she said. “How many other people do you know who are getting paid to skate?” 
I hadn’t thought of it like that, but she was right. I had vowed to become the best female skater Birmingham had ever seen. When I was done, everyone was going to know my name. I laughed at the irony of the thought that everyone might already know my name. I took a deep breath, trying to tell myself things weren’t as bad as I thought as a text notification flashed across my phone, making me jump again. 
“You want to take a break?” Trina asked, squinting at me again. “I’m about to head to the mall, and I was calling to see if you wanted to go.” I frowned, really not in the mood. It would be my luck to run into Fallon or some of her funky-acting friends from school or maybe worse, my boyfriend Brandon Jackson who still hadn’t responded to any of my messages. I was better off just keeping it at the house. 
“I promise we won’t be gone long,” Trina begged, looking at me with perfectly made-up puppy dog eyes. I sighed, knowing she wasn’t going to stop talking until I agreed to go. 
“Which mall are you going to?” I asked, not that it really mattered. 
“Brookwood,” she said. 
I twisted my lips. “You know I can’t afford to be up in there. Even their sale stuff is expensive.” 
“Nia Yvonne Mitchell,” she said, calling my whole government name like she was somebody’s momma. “What’s wrong with you? You can’t hang with your girl for a few hours while I apply for jobs?” 
Trina and I were like peanut butter and grape jelly, although she wouldn’t like the fact that I was using food analogies to describe us. My skin color made me the peanut butter, and Trina’s dark color made her the grape jelly. I was a total tomboy, and she was a girly girl, but we balanced each other. Where you saw one, you saw the other. On the outside, we looked totally different, but our hearts were the same. We were definitely sisters from different misters. I’d heard someone say that once, and for us, it was true. 
She had been sick the day of the interviews for Kids and Jobs—a summer work program for youth in the city of Birmingham, Alabama—so she hadn’t been able to land one of the positions. Lucky for her, she could apply for regular jobs since she was seventeen like me. We had both agreed working was better than being home. Not only would we get paychecks, but working had the added benefit of getting us out of the house. If I were home, Momma would have a list of chores ready to greet me every morning when I woke up. I glanced over at the one she had stuck to the mirror before she went to study for finals, making a mental note to make sure everything was done before she got in that evening. 
Even though technically Momma and I lived with my grandparents since we stayed in an apartment above their garage in West End, Momma insisted we not impose on them, which meant we typically did our own cleaning and sometimes cooking. 
“So are you coming?” Trina asked, breaking into my thoughts. “Yeah,” I said, “but you knew that before you called.” Trina always supported me, and I wanted to be there for her too. 
“I need to get Momma a gift anyway.” Momma was graduating from Cumberland School of Law the following week. I still had no clue what to get her, but I was hoping inspiration would strike. 
“Cool,” Trina said. “I’ll treat you to lunch, and we can go to Great American Cookies for dessert. If we have time, bring your skateboard, and we can even go to the park.” 
“I’m in,” I said, shutting down the computer at the mention of the word park. Maybe Brandon would be there and we could finally talk. “Why didn’t you say that when you first called?” 
“Because I like messing with you,” she teased. “I know how much you hate going to the mall.” 
“You also know how much I love skating—and food,” I said. “Give me ten minutes.” 
Momma had started joking that it was a good thing I loved skating because as much as I liked to eat, I should be as big as a house. Instead, all the food seemed to go to my feet. At five-ten, I towered over Trina and most of the girls at Grover, wore a size ten shoe, and was thinner than a dollar bill as my granddaddy Big G liked to say. 
By the time Trina and I made it to the mall, it felt like the temperature had gone up another thirty degrees. The weather in Birmingham had been crazy for the last few months, so since the highs were only in the forties the day before, I had thrown on my favorite red zip-up hoodie over a white t-shirt with Skater in graffiti letters across the front, a pair of ripped-up jeans and my black Converse. Bad decision. Sweat had already soaked through my t-shirt on the walk from the underground parking deck to Sky Cosmetics, a new store that had just opened. While Trina filled out job applications, I roamed the mall for about thirty minutes before I realized I had to pee. 
On the way to the bathroom, I spotted another new store called Salzburg’s that had little trinkets on display and decided to stop in, thinking maybe I could get one as a graduation gift for Momma. 
“Hi,” I said as I walked into the store. The saleswoman glanced up, but she didn’t say a word, so I thought she hadn’t heard me. I shrugged and headed over to a clearance table. 
“May I help you?” the woman asked as I picked up a snow globe, glanced at the price underneath and frowned at the fifty-dollar price tag. 
“Just looking,” I said, glancing up at her as I replaced the globe. She turned up her nose and gazed at me from the tips of my worn sneakers to my glasses and chipped tooth, which had happened a few weeks ago at the skate park. I turned my back to her and rolled my eyes. Another thing I hated about Brookwood was the way some of the people looked at you like they were better than you or something. I picked up a statue and quickly put it down when I realized it was seventy-five dollars. I knew being in the store was a waste of my time, so I turned toward the exit, only to find the woman still glaring at me as she stood a few feet away. 
“May I use your restroom?” I asked, thinking maybe I could get something out of my visit. 
“It’s for paying customers only,” she said, crossing her arms and turning up her nose. I held up the statue. 
“I’m going to buy this as soon as I come out,” I said, knowing that wasn’t going to happen. The way she was watching me though had me real curious to see how she was going to respond. 
She gave this chirpy laugh that matched her bird-looking appearance and sniffed. “We both know you can’t afford anything in here,” she said. “Please leave.” 
I just stood there, not sure I had heard her correctly. 
“Don’t make me call the cops,” she threatened. 
“But I haven’t done anything,” I said. 
“You haven’t done anything—yet. You people get on my nerves. I don’t know why you’re allowed in here.” 
I stood there in shock for a second, telling myself she really wasn’t serious, but when she headed for the phone, I knew she was, and I hightailed it to the exit. I was not trying to be placed in handcuffs or go viral on the internet. The thought made me pause for a second when I realized thanks to Brandon and Fallon, I might already be all over social media. 
I went to the bathroom near the food court then headed to Books-A-Million, hoping Trina would eventually come in there looking for me since I had left my phone at home and couldn’t text her. I flipped through the latest People magazine, stopping when I caught a brief glimpse of the finest guy I had ever seen. I just stared, realizing it had to be his eyes that drew me in. 
“Hello, Matthew Cook,” I said when I saw the headline that revealed who he was. I guess I had spoken out loud based on the way the woman standing next to me was giving me the side eye. I skimmed the article, seeing what other information there was about Matthew Cook. There wasn’t much, other than he was eighteen and from a small southern town. I made a mental note to Google him later and to set my DVR for his show King Penn, a modern version of that old show The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air. I couldn’t help but gaze at Matthew Cook’s Hershey brown skin, espresso eyes and sexy smile. I couldn’t be sure, but it looked like he might have a dimple. 
I tucked the magazine under my arm and flipped through a few more until Trina showed up about twenty minutes later with a Sky Cosmetics bag in her hand. 
“Now how did I know you’d be here?” she asked. “I tried texting you.” I shrugged. 
“I left my phone at home.” I pulled the magazine from under my arm. “Look at this,” I said, flipping back to the article and pointing at the picture of Matthew Cook. She glanced at him and nodded, which wasn’t the reaction I was expecting. 
“You don’t think he’s fine?” I asked, frowning. 
“He’s alright,” she said, shrugging. 
I cut my eyes at her. “Are we looking at the same person?” I asked, tapping on the picture. She shrugged and turned her attention to Allure magazine, so I changed the subject. 
“How did things go? I thought you were job hunting,” I said, nodding at her bag. 
She grinned. “There’s always time to shop. I decided to treat myself since I got a job at Great American Cookies—Sky Cosmetics wasn’t hiring. The cookie company manager said he liked how professional I was. When he saw on my résumé that I went to Grover, he told me he graduated from there a few years ago and interviewed me on the spot.” 
“If he graduated from Grover, why is he working at Great American Cookies?” I asked. It was pretty common knowledge that for the most part only the top students got accepted at Grover, and most went on to graduate from really great colleges. 
“He’s in grad school at UAB,” she explained. I nodded and put the magazine back after casting one last glance at Matthew Cook. 
“Congrats,” I said, turning to give her a hug. 
“After I get my first check, we’ll have to celebrate. My treat.” 
“Sounds good to me,” Trina said, “but I’ve got you until then.” 
As we waited in line at Chick-fil-A, I told Trina about my experience at Salzburg’s. She just shook her head. As we placed our orders and she pulled out her wallet. Part of me felt bad for letting her pay, even though I knew she didn’t mind. It was another way we were different. Trina got an allowance, and I didn’t ask Momma for money unless I really needed it. With Momma attending law school and only working part time, things were kind of tight. 
Momma was an only child and got pregnant with me when she was fifteen. Since my grandparents helped her so much with me while she finished high school and college, Momma tried not to ask them for anything. Now that she was finishing law school, I was hoping things were going to get better for us financially soon—and that I could get my tooth fixed. Momma still had to pass the bar exam after graduation and was planning on taking it in July. 
“So did you find anything for your mom?” Trina asked, already knowing the answer since I didn’t have any bags. 
I shook my head. I had gotten so caught up in what had happened at Salzburg’s and reading about Matthew Cook that I had forgotten about Momma’s gift. “You want to go to Walmart?” I asked, figuring I could at least get a card. 
“Okay,” Trina said. “As soon as you tell me what’s really going on.” She stared at me, and I sighed, knowing she wasn’t going to budge until I told her. 
“Brandon texted to wish me a happy birthday last week…” At the mention of Brandon’s name, Trina frowned. It was no secret that she couldn’t stand him. She didn’t understand why I liked him. For the most part, she kept her thoughts to herself though. 
I paused, not sure how to tell her. “He asked me to send him a picture…” 
Her frown deepened. “What kind of picture?” 
I hesitated, not believing what I was about to admit. “Of me, with no clothes on.” 
“And you did it?” She said the words so loud the women at the table next to us looked over at us curiously. “Sorry.” 
My peanut butter–colored cheeks turned as red as my sweatshirt, which I had taken off and tied around my waist. I took a sip of my lemonade in response. 
“Nia,” she said. “You didn’t.” 
My eyes filled with tears again as the memory of the last few days came flooding back. “He sent the picture out, and apparently Fallon got it. I’ve been getting all of these crazy texts…” I shuddered, thinking of some of the things that had been said to me. “Fallon and her friends cornered me in the bathroom the other day… Let’s just say it wasn’t a nice conversation.” 
Trina narrowed her eyes. “Are you okay?” She scanned me as I nodded, and when she was satisfied I hadn’t been harmed physically, she went in. “She gets on my nerves. What is her deal?” she asked, not really wanting an answer. 
Fallon, Trina and I had been friends—best friends actually—since sixth grade. We would have sleepovers, and we pretty much did everything together. That all changed freshman year at Grover. Fallon just stopped hanging with us. No explanation or anything. Suddenly whenever Trina and I walked by Fallon and her new friends, I was called the tomboy and Trina was the freak. Last week was the first time Fallon had said anything to me in years, all because of a picture I didn’t even send to her. It just didn’t make any sense. 
“So why didn’t you tell me?” Trina asked as we dumped our trash. 
“I was embarrassed,” I admitted. “I know you don’t like Brandon—” 
“He’s a jerk,” she said. “He doesn’t deserve you.” 
“He just has a hard time expressing his feelings,” I explained. 
“Why are you defending him?” she asked, frowning. 
“I’m not,” I said, but my words sounded weak, even to my own ears. 
“Have you talked to him since you sent him the picture?” 
“No,” I admitted. 
Trina just stared at me. 
“What?” I finally snapped. 
“I’m sorry you’re going through this,” she said. 
I don’t know what I expected her to say, but that wasn’t it. Tears filled my eyes, and she led me over to a private corridor where I finally let the tears flow. 
“I don’t know what to do,” I said. “I feel so stupid. He’s been asking me to send the picture for months, and I finally just got tired of him asking. I figured if I sent it, he would be happy and stop bugging me. Now I haven’t heard from him, and Fallon and her friends and who knows who else knows about it. Do you know how embarrassing this is?” 
“I’m sorry,” she said again. “What can I do to help?” 
“Just have my back,” I said. “I don’t want to, but if things get any worse, I may have to fight.”
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Friday, October 12, 2018

Celebrate the Small Things 12-10-18



This post is part of Lexa Cain's bloghop, Celebrate the Small Things. Head on over there to join up!

What am I celebrating this week?

The school holidays are finished!  

Yes, on Monday the kids go back to school.  I think we managed to keep them occupied more productively this holidays than the last, but they still spent far more time on their devices than I think is really healthy.  But I managed to have a day or two off with them each week, so that was good.

Unfortunately I haven't done much writing this week.  With having two days off with the kids, I had a huge pile of work to get through earlier in the week.  And then I still ended up having to bring some home.  Luckily the weather is disgusting right now, so I won't feel so bad about having to stay at home over the weekend to work.

Just as long as I can get to the gym at least once...

I'm not picturing next week being a whole lot better in terms of getting writing done either.  Somehow whenever I get a big project or two at work, my creative brain just goes on strike.  Probably because those big projects are always ones where I do a lot of writing and my writing brain is tapped out by the end of the day.

What are you celebrating this week?

Tuesday, October 9, 2018

Books I've Read: The Love Letters of Abelard and Lily


This is one of those really frustrating books that I enjoyed a lot while reading, but thought about a lot afterward and realized there were things bothering me about it.

Lily is the protagonist and narrator.  She has ADHD and struggles with focus which has led to trouble at school.  And when there's trouble, Lily's instinct is to run away.  And she has struggles with impulse control which means Lily spends quite a bit of time running from trouble.

Lily meets Abelard when they both get detention for breaking a retractable wall between classrooms. Well, meets isn't exactly the right word because they've always known each other.  It's more like they connect in detention.  And the connection  sparks to life when Abelard posts a quote from The Letters of Abelard and Heloise online.

The pair build a relationship through nightly text messages, but when they meet in person, Abelard's quirks - Abelard has some form of Aspergers or autism - and Lily's don't always align.

As they try to make their relationship work, Abelard and Lily discover that sometimes it's impossible to balance differing needs and love.

I really enjoyed Lily's voice in this book, especially when her ADHD made her misunderstand or mishear things.  I got a real sense of how frustrating and difficult ADHD can be, and how challenging it must be to deal with on a daily basis.

I also really liked how much of both Lilly and Abelard's family lives were in the book.  So often parents are almost absent from YA stories, so it was refreshing to have parents that were not just present, but important characters with their own lives and stories.

What niggled at me after I had finished was Abelard's characterization.  I know Aspergers presents in many different ways, but I was uncomfortable with the way Abelard's was represented.  It didn't feel authentic in many ways, but I can't quite put my finger on why.

The other thing that bothered me was the insta-love.  I can't stand when characters fall in love at the drop of a hat because there wouldn't be a story if they didn't.  I know people can and do fall in love quickly, but when they do, there's a good reason.  There wasn't here.

But overall, I'd recommend this book because the POV is unique and in a world where an increasing number of kids are being diagnosed with ADHD, it's probably important to understand, even in a superficial way, how they think and why they act the way they do.

But don't just rely on me.  Here's the blurb:


When Lily Michaels-Ryan ditches her ADHD meds and lands in detention with Abelard, who has Asperger’s, she’s intrigued—Abelard seems thirty seconds behind, while she feels thirty seconds ahead. It doesn't hurt that he’s brilliant and beautiful.

When Abelard posts a quote from The Letters of Abelard and Heloise online, their mutual affinity for ancient love letters connects them. The two fall for each other. Hard. But is it enough to bridge their differences in person?

This hilarious, heartbreaking story of human connection between two neurodivergent teens creates characters that will stay with you long after you finish reading.

Sunday, October 7, 2018

Weekly Goals 8-10-18

As always, my goal this week is to get more writing done.  I have been doing triage on the novel written using prompts, and trying to fix the things that are glaringly inconsistent while also trying to find the place things started to fall apart.  I haven't got there yet, but I'm pretty sure I'm close to the place things veer off track.

So this week I'm going to continue with the triage until I've figured out how to salvage the book and make it to the ending.  I hate editing an unfinished book, but this time it's just necessary, or I won't be able to finish it.

I have two days off at the end of the week to spend with the kids at the end of their vacation.  We were supposed to be going away, but my partner has work and we can't turn that down. So we're staying home instead.  I might try to take them somewhere out of town, even if it's just a little way away.  For a change.

What are your goals this week?